Hummmm

I made a mistake...I went back to MG. I'm so used to going there that I always click on the bookmark as soon as I open the window. Since Sunday or whenever it was I left, I've been closing the window again...but today I had a little look. I didn't log in.

I saw Min's leaving thread, and it seems she's been around a bit since she left forever. And I saw a post in the comunity project thread about how even though people don't see problems that doesn't mean they aren't there. I'd get a direct quote but looking at the page made me feel dizzy. But no-one's said exactly what this great problem is yet.

I feel like people see us Moderators as the bad guys here. I don't like it much. I'm glad I locked my thread. I said I didn't want it to be a pity party and I didn't mean for me.

I want it to go back to normal.

I just edited my leaving post to say that I'll be away a bit longer maybe. My heart is pounding...I don't understand this panicky thing at all. It hasn't happened for a few years.