Thursday, June 26, 2008

ouch

so I broke up with my boyfrind about three weeks ago, and at first I was fine
But I went on that school trip to france with him last week, and we're still pretty close, and I guess I got my hopes up that we might get back together
Then on the ferry on the way home, he kissed me...but he doesn't want to stay together after all.
It;s just so hard
it like we broke up all over again only this time it was worse
and i;m trying to still be friends with him but it's so difficult to talk to him and not scream at him not to leave me
i don;t understand why i still love him when he hurt me so much when we were going out
it's so unfair an it hurts so much

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